Got back the last of my papers today, bioooooooooooooo *howls*
Anw past four days have been filled with debriefs, debriefs and more debriefs

Reflections (skip this if you want coz it's gonna be boring) :

To sum it all, i really am pretty disappointed with some of my results,
it kinda worries me to see my standard keep dropping every exam,
made me realise how hard i am gonna have to work to bring it up
My father told me in past that if i tried my best for the exams i'll have nothing to regret. But i know i didn't try my best this time.
I guess i only have myself to blame
I think i've been too complacent all this while. somehow i kept thinking that there was still alot of time for me to buck up and to improve. yet it was all words but no action.
But anw, i don't want to cry over spilt milk.
Really hope this mye will serve as a wake up call for me
In truth, i think there's not alot of time left, 5 more months, 5 months
I've got to get my priorities right, stop procrastinating. at least try to change this habit of mine first.
Really don't want to disappoint my parents, and even more, i don't want to disappoint myself and regret all over again.

Okay end of reflections. I'm just gonna have to start working hard.
I can't wait man HAHAHAHA (haha futile attempt to psyche myself )

AW SHUCKS SHUCKS SHUCKS @#*$@$^^$@$&^@&*$!!!!!
Ahh crap i feel like hitting something now.
Was surfing around the msn website when i happened to see the winner of Survivor Micronesia. why does this always happen to me every time!!!
Damnnnnit, to think i was looking forward to the season finale this friday :(
AWWW MANNNN, now there's no more suspense left for me.
okay relax relax haha nvm,
at least the person i wanted to win won (:
But anw i really think Survivor's an awesome show :D

Oh yah, on a sadder and heavier note,
i'll be starting physics tuition tmr :(
My mum finally decided to sign me up aft seeing my results,
But then again, i think i probably need it also so maybe i shouldn't complain.
Anyone care to join me (: ???
On an even sadder and heavier note, the problem is i've no idea where the tuition centre is. The lady told me Bugis Village but to be honest i don't know where that is. Okay, i know Bugis Junction, i know Bugis Street, but i don't know where's Bugis Village DX Aw crap.
Really hope i don't get lost tmr, that would be terrible haha

Anw anw, i've finally finished reading the book lerling and friends gave me for my birthday!! Finished it in less than a week *grins*. Made me happy coz it's the first time i actually completed a book in many many months. I used to read alot when i was in primary sch. would borrow 8 plus books every time i went to the library ya know ya know!!! haha

Man, here comes my mother nagging at me again. nag nag nag nag nag.
I wonder why she nags so much,
but then again i think i'm a bit naggy at times also.
Note to self: Don't nag too much

Wow this is a long post, but the content's pretty crappy though.
shall stop for now then! bye!

I wish there was someone who could see things from my perspective, someone who can understand where i'm coming from and why i did certain things, someone who can give me some advice. I really need advice.